Untouchables

2010-02-24T18:32:00.002+08:00

Those words that you said..it fucking hurt my heart badly. You made me question myself. But even after that, I put my heart out there in front of you, because I like you a lot. And because of my feelings for you, I cried over it. First time ever. The things you said you thought about, I thought the exact opposite throughout our time together. I guess it wasn't the same for you.

2010-01-03T21:17:00.002+08:00

I don't want to go back to school :'( Chionging my 5 essays and 4 compres in 2 days, plan to finish all tonight. Can die thinking of all the shit to write sia. Have not started on my tutorials fuck, and math and chem revision packages. Cse homework as well, not to mention studying for MSA!!!!!!!!! DIEDIEDIE. ALWAYS LAST MIN.

2009-11-26T11:30:00.002+08:00

Phuture SUCKED BALLS last night. The DJ kept playing those ulu R&B songs and there were only a few nice songs. And the dancefloor was so frikin packed i cldnt even put my arms down. Fion and I were so fed up we just zaoed at 145 like that. Massive amounts of CJ and SA people were there too. I think Powerhouse is the best for me man. The music.. fwahhhh shiok sia. Plus there's always enough space

2009-11-19T14:54:00.001+08:00

Some gross dude pm me thishi, sohc76 here. Dropping a msg nt js nt simply greeting but js let u knowmore abt u so i can look forward to see more from you if u dont mind, 23M here staying west area.Dont own much qualification because i don own book brain. i oso a ex-convicted(jailbird),by indicating all this are necessary to me cos i do not wish to hide anything, rather tolet u know what kind of

2009-11-18T12:47:00.002+08:00

YES tmr legal alr. no more fake id. Huat ah!

2009-11-14T12:11:00.002+08:00

Wahlao yest night I was gg to Joo Chiat and I was on 985 gg by PIE. I sat at the front seat and it's like INFESTED WITH GERMS or sth. Aft awhile my thighs underneath developed an itch at some spots. Then the itch ballooned into huge itchy bumps. FUCKING DIRTY SEAT. Cb sia I was walking around with two effing huge lumps underneath my thighs k. And now it's still there and it's still itchy. I kenna

2009-11-06T21:43:00.002+08:00

Promos ended on 30th Sept and it's alr 6 Nov. 1 mth plus has passed and I'd rotted it away. Except for the three compulsory H2 papers and a few qns of integration, I've done NOTHING. I wasted all this time using the com, watching tv, stoning and sleeping. I have absolutely no drive nor mood now to even sit at my study desk and do some work. I just don't want to. But cannot!!!!! I call it a day I

2009-10-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

Moses is making us read newspapers everyday and to cut out articles. From sat till today he gave us three lists of 1001 articles to cut, read and paste and I almost died doing Sat's and Sun's today. Now I have to do today's!!!! Oh not forgetting his hw of 7 essays and 7 compres. Wahlao too much man but I know it'll be good for my GP. Bai, back to cutting & also to do integration.

2009-10-16T19:28:00.002+08:00

P.R.O.M.O.T.E.D<3>OMG today was full of pleasant surprises that I wasn't expecting. And my classflens promoted as well(: I finally get to experience J2 but def not looking forward to the rigor!!

2009-10-14T21:07:00.003+08:00

HAHA I just checked nuffnang. eh who search on google for "ong xin ying" oxy, oxy xin ying and oxy amanda smss huh? 'ong xin ying' sounds so weird cos nobody calls me by my chinese name.k anw I WENT BACK FOR TRAINING YEST unbelievable. I napped then woke up like half hr before training and I took another twenty mins deciding whether to go. Then it started to rain and it was 10 mins before

2009-10-13T13:48:00.003+08:00

Hi flens. I have training later at 4 and idk whether I should go back to school! I'm lazy but the track teacher specifically warned us yest to be diligent in attending training. So, Moses Tan gave us our GP grades today. I got a C and my overall final grade is still a C. It's a 59 wtf. Just ONE MORE MARK to a B I am damn irritated cos I always kenna these kinda 1 mark difference situation. But

2009-09-27T00:57:00.002+08:00

Look at the ridiculous crap that people try to sell online.Like srsly wtf? And they dare to sell it at like >$15 and type some shit about it "great for layering", "looks much prettier in real life", "perfect for casual days". SO FUCKING UGLY ALL THESE clothes. They're much better off just throwing it away or donating it! Nobody would buy those ugly crap. Haha quite irritating lah cos I scrolling

2009-09-25T13:03:00.002+08:00

Hi people. Bio and chem so far were ultimate shit papers. I think I'll get S/U for chem. bio maybe just pass or sth. Idk man, I might get kicked out of SA. I'm left with math and CSE and i'm not pinning much hopes cos math was never my strong subject and CSE is just...whtv. So yeah. This whole year was kinda okay until promos come and BAM everything's going downhill again. I really don't wanna

2009-09-22T00:26:00.001+08:00

Hi I just wanted to say that I FORGOT WHAT I MEMORISED.i have to read again omg awesome.

2009-09-20T19:47:00.002+08:00

Oh man I'm so filled with anxiety right now that it's gonna eat me up. I have the persistent fear that I will not promote again. And that thought is scaring me like hell. I feel like I won't be able to do the papers and idk. IM FUCKING SCARED.

2009-09-12T04:50:00.002+08:00

I AM SO FRIKIN STRESSED. I can't finish my agenda for the day and wed's one has been lagging till now. I didn't finish thur's and today's and now it's sat 4.51am alr. It's shitloads of stuff to do and digest. Plus starting only this week was srsly a bad idea. It's too fucking last min. And I only have one week left. I started on arenes at 1 pm today, to read the notes and do my tut. Guess what, I

2009-08-29T20:01:00.002+08:00

I think sth's wrong with me. Just now, i dug out a big black hardened thing from my right ear. It was in there for like months alr and all along I thought it was my eardrum or sth. Till just now when I realised it could be dug out. The thing was also surrounded by ear wax. Now, my right ear is imbalanced to my left one and there's this '3-D' sound in my right ear. Like when I sniff I hear it like

2009-08-25T20:02:00.002+08:00

29 days to promos. The 1st countdown I did on my msn was 38 days. 10 days gone! With no studying done! Got to stop this procastination and laziness. If I get kicked out that's the enddddddddddd of me. Ok bai.

2009-08-25T17:17:00.002+08:00

Beast loves Chen for eternity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3Chen typed this herself

2009-08-23T13:34:00.002+08:00

Omg all along i thought my blogger had sth wrong and i couldn't access it. Turns out, it was because i did not enter 'www' in front of the URL SO DUMB!! So anw, cycling the past few days was fun. And I wanna cycle to lose some weight. But we keep cycling to various food places to eat lol. And keep drinking sweet drinks which totally defeats the purpose. Must start cycling more and eat less!MSA2

2009-08-09T14:08:00.002+08:00

Soooo....yesterday night was a total disaster. The plan was to go Butt Fact and then Powerhouse. Went to BF with leo, nat, jamie, cy and nat's friends and we queued to go in. When we reached the bouncer, Leo got bounced because the bouncer didn't believe she was Singaporean. The first thing he said after looking at her fake-ezlink-surface ezlink was "Are you Singaporean?" Then Leo was like "Yah

2009-07-28T15:26:00.003+08:00

Hi friends. Is my face just too damn dao/kp? Because yst I got attacked in the bus AGAIN. I got kicked in 985 at night while gg home aft training. I was sitting directly opp this viet/china late 30 ish worker(y'know those really dirty workers wearing rags) and he's a little crazy. He came on a few stops after me and aft he sat down opp me he immediately frowned at me, gesturing wildly with his

2009-07-18T17:01:00.002+08:00

Today's Service Learning was rather dramatic. Was supposed to entertain pri sch kids. They either are underpriviledged or have not-so-perfect parents. Overall it was quite ok until this bunch of 5 small indian boys provoked me. They stayed out of the group and hogged our netball & soccer ball to kick it aimlessly into the air causing a lot of inconvenience. And they are extremely vulgar. Esp this

2009-07-13T22:03:00.003+08:00

Omg I'm sick again. I was sick on the last week of june holi and now it's back. Then just now my sis sms me saying my maternal grandpa was dying!? And she alr left the house with my dad so I couldn't run out and hop on. Called my dad and told him I wanna cab there and he told me I got fever so cannot go. And I'm not sure whether he's really gonna die or what. Although I'm not close to him but

2009-07-06T20:44:00.001+08:00

Ew ew ew got school tmr. And back to giving tuition to tt girl again. And track.Boring lyf again.

2009-07-04T22:55:00.003+08:00

Omg there's too many MJ's tributes on a lot of channels and all over the web. I know that his death was sad but everyone is so hypocritical.When he was alive nobody gave grave concern to him and the only attention he got was that of his face and his alleged misdeeds. Now that he's dead, everyone is like 'mourning' over this great legend and pouring tributes to him. Why didn't anyone highlight his

2009-07-02T15:17:00.001+08:00

MATH PAPER WAS LIKE SHIT. I'm gonna get a fucking U like last yr again.

2009-06-29T15:38:00.002+08:00

Bio was quite okay today surprisingly. 90-95% of the qns were from last year's and 2007's CT. And also one of last year's tests. I read the answer schemes last night so I roughly knew how to answer. But I missed one page I think. Cos aft the exam my classmates asked about the qn on that page and I was like "Wth I don't even know that question exists." How can I miss it!?!? Plus plus I didn't

2009-06-28T22:00:00.002+08:00

Omg tmr got exam. I'm nt even done with my studying and we all know how last min mugging in JC does nt work. BUT I'M STILL RECALCITRANT. I finished my chem notes till late night yest, then STARTED on bio when my paper is tmr. I was planning nt to sleep at first. Studied the first booklet from 11 plus till 6am. Then used the com till 7. Started on the 2nd book aft tt but I took a nap in the end.

2009-06-23T00:50:00.003+08:00

Today I received a lot of "Hi pls log on to www.channelnewsasia.com.........to vote for 'extend holidays' etc etc" I got abit excited but I realised that IT IS JUST A POLL. It's just some opinions. It's not gonna come to past. So blah. I still have to chiong for next week's exams. I haven't start on Chem and CSE. Bio first chapter only? DIE. DIE. DIE.

2009-06-10T14:29:00.002+08:00

Omg.I HAVE GOT TO MUGGER4LYF NOW. Fucking hell I've been slacking/unmotivated and playing and not studying! And there's only two weeks plus a few days left. Wtf I'm damn disgusted by myself. I'm damn irritated with myself like why the fuck am I so nonchalant about my studies. I can possibly get kicked out of SA if I continue like this. Fuck you Ox. I'm gonna go mug. BYE for a long time.

2009-06-04T17:30:00.002+08:00

A falling baby, saved twice by the same manIn Detroit sometime in the 1930s, a young (if incredibly careless) mother must have been eternally grateful to a man named Joseph Figlock. As Figlock was walking down the street, the mother's baby fell from a high window onto Figlock. The baby's fall was broken and both man and baby were unharmed. A stroke of luck on its own, but a year later, the very

2009-05-27T21:16:00.003+08:00

I am frickin' scared for GP exam on Fri!!! I feel like I'm going in with totally no substance, no stats in my head, no wide expanse of language skills and lack of knowledge esp for essay. total inaptitude. I'm afraid I'll not know how to do a single essay question. And don't even talk about AQ man, I'll prolly get a 1/8 as always. I'm trying to read a few essays to help myself but I don't think

2009-05-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

ENJOY<3

2009-05-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHH this weekend damn stress sia. I have Bio & Chem test on Mon, then Math test and GP presentation on Tues. WTF pls all squeezed into 2 days! And there's track on Mon too. NOT ENOUGH TIME TO MUG FOR THE TESTS! I WANT TO GO TO POWERHOUSE. OR PHUTURE. DAMNNNN BADLY LIKE NOWWW. 11.36PM ON A FRIDAY NIGHT SPENT AT HOME ):

2009-05-08T17:02:00.003+08:00

You know, I was really very hurt when I saw your sms, that you actually thought I was the one who posted shit on your blog. I didn't even see what the hater posted and I've never tagged anything on your blog. I don't know how you came to the conclusion that the IP address was mine. Everyone's IP address changes all the time in different internet proxies. When I saw the sms do you know how I felt?

2009-04-29T21:38:00.002+08:00

Today is damn fucking depressing. I had napfa 5 stations and got A for everything EXCEPT the effing inclined pull-up. I missed C by ONE pull-up isn't it pathetic?! So if I got at least a C for that I would have gotten a gold alr. But cos of that, not only did I not get gold, but I also didn't get a silver pls. My overall = failed becos of the fucking inclined PU. Damn.bloody.depressing.Then Derek

2009-04-21T01:06:00.003+08:00

YES YES YES YES done with frickin' GP presentation!!! So irritating now 1 am plus alr! Shit manzxz today I received the next bio lect booklet and it made me damn scared. Cos I saw some new syllabus shit which I know f about. Then I looked through the new math booklet and I realised I clean forgot about graphing techniques and whatnot. DEAD. It really made me have this sudden pulsation of nerves

2009-04-16T22:26:00.002+08:00

I undergo anaerobic respiration because you take my breath away.Haha wth pls!

2009-04-14T21:15:00.002+08:00

I hate it when someone's gonna tell you something and when you're waiting for it the next line that follows is either "Ah nvm" or when you say "What?" to that person and he/she goes "Nothing nothing." FUCKING HELL IRRITATING. Want to say then frickin' say it! Or else just shut up. Don't half-fuck around. It's like you're waiting for it already/want to hear it then that person cuts it short. Then

2009-04-14T20:17:00.003+08:00

Okay hi all I know my blog is like......dead. Today I got the stupid student misconduct letter from my CT. Cos of my-what else?-latecomingzxz. "Grave offence" somemore. Wahlao chillax can, not like I vandalised the walls or smoked or performed whtv rebellious acts there are. So on thurs I gotta go see DP.985 is srsly damn fucked up in the early morning. Sometimes it's not fully occupied and quite

2009-04-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

HAAAA!

2009-03-26T14:44:00.002+08:00

Omg haven't updated in ages!MSA results are quite errr.. So far BBES, havent gotten back bio. Frickin CSE S okay! I don't wanna repeat last year's trend of my H1 getting S and U for the whole year straight.Bio pract at 330 later. I wanna get out of school nownownow!

2009-03-05T20:23:00.002+08:00

It is time.Time to journey through my long forgotten A math txtbook, for the new Sec 4 syllabus(such a bane) includes my J1 trigo as well as previously learnt trigo in Sec 4. And I think I don't have a single clue about my J1 trigo, except that a thing called 'double angles' exist. I've already forgotten the Sec 4 trigo. HELP! Plus Sec 4 calculus(area under curve, rate of change and whatnot) has

2009-03-01T09:26:00.005+08:00

Hate school. Skoolsugs, want to quit school. Nothing else is new. These thoughts keep swirling around in my head and I really want to get out of this hellhole!!! Sighhhhh so irritating luh I know I cannot change my situation and the people involved in it, so the only thing I can do is to change my mindset!! But that's frickin' hard. So on Friday Mitch Mudho and I had an impromptu 'campfire' at my

2009-02-20T16:31:00.002+08:00

Today I finally get to bond with my class just a little. We played Captain's ball during break and sat together for break afterwards. I'm hoping for a really bonded and fun class which will ease all the shit school brings. Was sitting with Teng Teng in the caf just now and in a random moment I exclaimed "I am damn sick of JC." Cos we were stoning there and I was looking at the hordes of J1s all

2009-02-13T16:24:00.003+08:00

Parotid gland tumour. I just saw this piece of news...this woman had kept the tumour for 25 years. This 2kg football-sized tumour on her face?! I wonder how she coped with it! She didn't remove it at first as doctors in her village said she would die but now she's fine. And this apparently, is the largest tumour ever removed. If I had that monstrosity on my face, I would either be depressed

2009-02-10T20:22:00.002+08:00

Awwwwwww manzxz I kinda miss OG30! Though I ponned a lot lol but the games part and all were fun. Esp EARTHQUICK!! The day when we left school for amazing race. It was super duper fun omgosh! We went to clarke quay and had mass dance challenge right at the river against another OG. Then we had burping challenge haha. After that we were supposed to head to City Hall so we walked all the way there

2009-02-01T11:21:00.003+08:00

Orientation tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so frickin excited until the cb school authorities decided we will go after lessons. At like 2 plus everyday when it's right smack in the middle of an ongoing activity. So we just pop in and "hiiii, im supposed to be in this OG" ??? So fer-rickin retarded pls.Wanna let us go then let us go for the whole thing, if not don't go at all!! Don't halfway here and

2009-01-28T22:17:00.002+08:00

Naked couple surprises diners in Singapore stroll SINGAPORE, Jan 28 - A couple treated open air diners to a 15-minute naked parade in Singapore, triggering both embarrassment and applause for a scene almost unheard of in the conservative city-state.Pub manager Terence Chia told the Straits Times newspaper he saw the couple taking off their clothes on Saturday night at a staircase in a block of

2009-01-24T10:14:00.002+08:00

Sooooooooooooo.........haven't been coming online cos I was studying wow wow it's been long since I STUDIED. And honestly it is a tad tiring/arduous but I have to keep to it. The retainees are all frickin muggers now; during break we take out our work to do, after school finish homework and revise. My classmates finish their weekend homework by mid-week, but I'm not that mugger yet man. I

2009-01-15T16:23:00.001+08:00

HOLLAND TOWNSHIP, N.J. - Three New Jersey siblings whose names have Nazi connotations have been placed in state custody, police said. The children, ranging in age from 3 to under 1, were removed from their home Friday. They drew attention last month when a supermarket bakery refused to put the name of the oldest _ Adolf Hitler Campbell _ on a birthday cake.State workers didn't tell police why the

2009-01-12T23:25:00.003+08:00

Goshhhhhh 1st day of school was rather depressing.. firstly, the freakass long assembly talk made me damn restless and annoyed and announcement after announcement was specifically to the J2s and I had no business in it at all. Then during our break Alexis, Theresa, Geraldine and I sat with S15 and when their break ended and they had to go for bio prac we were all BLOODY DEPRESSED and it was the

2009-01-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

TO QUIT OR NOT TO QUIT TRACK?!I hope the P reduces the amt of days for sports cca, like that I cfm stay. But if it continues to be 3 days I'm gonna consider joining some slack cca. BUTTTTTT I don't want to affect my uni admission!! If I don't quit then I cannot pon alr must fully commit which is difficult for me.So I should quit right?! I srsly don't know.I'm in a damn ultra dreadful/stoned mood

2009-01-10T20:06:00.002+08:00

After waiting for so long....Red Cliff 2 in an hour's time!!! Finally!My favourite movie in 2008 has got to be Red Cliff 1, followed by Ip Man. Ip Man is fucking awesome!!! The plot is damn good. And in mid 2009 Ip Man sequel is coming out! Can't waitttttt

2009-01-05T01:31:00.002+08:00

NYE! It was damn funnn! Went to Attica/Brewerkz and only reached home at 7 plus. Whang was bloody high and it was damn funny cos she damn wild when high. I went to the train station at ard 6am and the entire clarke quay was camping there! I went down by the stairs quite happy cos I thought empty then the moment I entered woah siao refugees' camp sia. Omggggggggggggggg I don't wanna go back to

2008-12-31T17:00:00.002+08:00

It's finally NYE today. Srsly frikin fast man. And it's also my parents' wedding anniversary today. But now, my mood has been spoilt entirely by my dad. When he woke me up with the stupid phone call telling me to go his shop or whtv and then annoyingly linked everything back to my retaining shit again. Very fucked up. Just fuck off from my studies for once pls. It's alr Dec 31 and he just can't

2008-12-26T17:46:00.004+08:00

I can't believe it's Dec 26th alr. It's going by so fast and school is gonna start soon. And I don't wanna go back at all): I haven't touched my holiday hw and revisions are nowhere near half done... totally no motivation again. I DON'T WANNA START JC LIFE AGAIN!Sigh...I am shit bored now. NO PLANS, NO LYF AND NO $. And don't feel like mugging.

2008-12-21T18:32:00.002+08:00

Hi dudeeeees! Stupid Mitchums smsed me just now to tell me how retarded my blog archives were. Haha and I frikin agree. Omg I'm revisiting some of my archives now and I can't believe I used to talk like that. It's damn sick let me quote some out.Especially my 2003 ones. I kept frikin ranting about PSLE posting results.My first 'test' entry on this blog is this:October 14, 2003BloP SpoT -> WTF IS

2008-12-18T01:42:00.002+08:00

Bear Your Rapist's Babies!by The Asian ParentIn a fascinating and almost unbelievable interview with CBS, Sarah Palin explains why women should be forced to bear their rapist's babies. Yes, you read right...She is such an idiot.

2008-12-17T23:51:00.002+08:00

ARE YOU:►Perfect: How perfect is perfect.►Tall: YEAH YEAH.►In your pajamas: Hwa Chong shirt and St Margs shorts does it count.►Lefthanded: No.LAST►Talked to on the phone: My maid ahaha ask her open the gate for me.►Person to text you: Ronald►Is today better than yesterday?: Sama-samaFAVORITE►Number: 10►Color: Black/Purple/Gold►Food: Arrabiata pasta lol and erm kimchi noodles/nasi briyani►Place:

2008-12-15T23:44:00.007+08:00

PICTURES! Camwhored like shit when Mitch and Madho stayed over last night. IT WAS FUCKING FUNNY we laughed like shit over many photos...laughed until I crawled on the floor. We were trying different themes! Haha the pictures are all damn retarded. Check out Madho's extremities in facial expressions. Fish face I forgot what this is. sexy with specs ah i dunno but look at madho she only go and

2008-12-13T01:25:00.002+08:00

Supsup! Carl's Junior's Famous Star burger is absolute delish omgosh the three of us ate the same burger and I was exclaiming how damn good it was. It's HUGE, that's the no. 1 impt thing, and came with generous servings of veggies and meat. I feel like eating it again. But it was so filling I couldn't finish my fries, which btw, is frikin awesome.Went off for tuition thereafter. SHE DIDN'T FINISH

2008-12-12T00:06:00.003+08:00

Shitbags man I'm gonna be bloody tired tomorrow, or rather, later today. Can't sleep all the way till 6 plus cos gotta stay up till 5am go pick my sis up from the airport later. I can't sleep now cos my body clock is screwed and even if I do manage to fall asleep I most definitely won't wake up at frikin unearthly 5am. My dad forcing me to go sia. Meeting Meeeetch at 11am somemore.Eating

2008-12-10T03:43:00.002+08:00

I gave tuition to a soon-to-be Pri 1 kid just now and erm it's quite horrifying. I HAD TO ACT CUTE. gagreflexttmtyvmYes I frickin had to make myself associable with the P1 girl. "nOooOoo! You cAnNoT wRitE liKe tHiS hoRrrR!!~~"And I was teaching Eng to her today. FREAKASS DIFFICULT! I cannot explain properly without making her all confused but she pretended to understand by nodding her head when I

2008-12-08T02:15:00.002+08:00

Haha cracked up siol!Soooo.. What have I been doing for these past few weeks. I tonned a whole lot, watched like a lot of dramas and movie on the internet, play Frets on Fire and basically just slacked every day off. SICK! I gotta start mugging ASAP and though I've already started it's erm.. rather little and next year I wanna frickin pwn the juniors' asses man. Hoho. Speaking of shows, I'm gonna

2008-12-06T20:18:00.002+08:00

And I still thought that...I guess I was wrong. ):

2008-12-03T02:35:00.002+08:00

I.AM.BROKE. Like extremely penniless.. I've never been this broke prior to now. And this situation forces me to stay at home. I CAN'T MAKE ANY PLANS WITH ANYONE BECAUSE I'VE NO MONEY AND I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO ALSO FORGO PLANS INITIATED BY ANYONE ELSE.Because money makes the world go round, that's why. And my world arrived to a standstill since a few days ago when I spent my last cent.And

2008-11-30T01:39:00.003+08:00

Haha fark man I just had a mini fiasco with a golden beetle. I was watching Project Runway online and I was combing my hair with my fingers. Then I looked at my hair at around the roots there and I saw a fucking golden beetle intertwined with my hair. Jumped up and sloshed my hair around like some siao cha bor and ran behind my room door to peek outside.Why the fuck do golden beetles fly around

2008-11-27T22:22:00.003+08:00

I want to rewind back to the start of this year, or end of last year, when everything was a lot less complicated and it was nothing but carefree. Why is it that this year brought so much shit?I don't know... anything at all. Maybe I'll just turn around and stay somewhere else.

2008-11-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

This.is.the.sickest.shit. Either you'll laugh like fuck or be disgusted.www.friendster.com/clubofrainHaha and everyone go read Xiaxue's blog!!! Her photoshopping skills is bloody awesome!

2008-11-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

Training today wahhh I almost fainted halfway I think cos the nerves in my brain were like frazzled or something then my vision became damn pixelated. haha I don't know how to describe.Had to ask coach to let me take a water break. And I was FRICKIN TIRED from training just now omg I think I've never been that tired. Cos too long never go already then my stamina plus everything went back to

2008-11-23T01:38:00.002+08:00

I've to start giving a flying fuck about the high frequency of eating - no make that bingeing, that I've recently been having. I'm gonna turn into a fat beast by the end of the holidays should I continue with my atrocious eating habits!Today - ordered Macs at 1 ish, UPSIZED. Later ate an apple and mango cake. Then an hour later ate frikin heavy dinner. And around half hour ago drove thru Macs

2008-11-19T17:54:00.002+08:00

It's my BIRTHDAY!!!Thanks to all who wished me(:NO PHUTURE TONIGHT. Sad. And I'm still at home, again-_- Gonna eat some dinner later then go out to plan belated birthday drinking party.Kapamons surprised me yesterday! Haha thanks to Whang who told so many lies(but it was damn obv pls) then went to Fish&Co. THANKS GUYS LOVE Y'ALL plus the card that Whang and Derek drew for me which is like a

2008-11-18T11:11:00.002+08:00

Gorbachev in an LV ad campaign! And if you see the background it's actually the Berlin Wall or whatever remnants of it left. So far, Gorbachev is the only political figure that I've seen starring in ads. He did a Pizza Hut one 10 years ago and at the end of the ad everyone in Pizza Hut were going "Hail to Gorbachev!" It's so ironic! Cos PH is a symbol of the West, and I think this signifies the

2008-11-17T12:13:00.004+08:00

TODAY IS ANOTHER STAY-HOME DAY:'(Fucking rain plus controlling dad = life sucks.I'm gonna explode alr. I HATE STAYING AT HOME! KNN!

2008-11-17T00:45:00.002+08:00

IT'S BLOODY BORING TO STAY AT HOME!!!!!!!!! Today passed with me lying on my bed staring up at the ceiling, seated down on my numb ass trying to find things to do online, bingeing on random foodstuffs since I'm bored and finally deciding to spam dvds on the com.I.HATE.STAYING.AT.HOME. Unless it's with friends over and chilling. And it leads me to eat and eat and eat! Gonna gain weight at this

2008-11-12T00:45:00.002+08:00

After Obama won, I keep reading that the youths here are indifferent towards American politics, and do not give a shit as to who became the President-elect. But it's not surprising, though the reason why we should care is cos the American economy directly affects us and thus the new president indirectly affects us as well through his new policy-making and beliefs.But actually, I don't really give

2008-11-07T17:08:00.002+08:00

Back from chalet! Haha it was the usual stoning, poker cards, gossiping, crapping, laughter, cycling, bingeing, and great company.Yesterday night Nat came up and told us retainees to go out cos there's a surprise for us. So we went out and there was a cake with candles waiting for us. Then there was like a mini speech and it was damn emotional lah! haha some farewell sia. Tearing like hell when

2008-11-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

terry loves studying says:I find it pointless and meaningless just to satisfy my own living, start a family and so on...terry loves studying says:while I watch the world slaughter one anotherterry loves studying says:but i just want to note to my sister that..whatever is it we do, It is not for selfish purpose. It is not to see numbers in our bank account. It is not so we can lie on a yatch and

2008-11-02T15:17:00.002+08:00

Many Singaporeans are actually very creative when it comes to Halloween costumes. I had a good time laughing and getting a shock from everyone's costumes. Like this guy was wearing some black scary suit with a damn disgusting skull face, then I was walking down the path and when nearing him I stopped to let people walk first, but I didnt notice him and when I turned, his face was in my face. My

2008-10-28T21:48:00.002+08:00

I'm quite relieved now.. my daddums talked in an okay manner to me during dinner just now. He said stuff like "I warned you" & "You played too much" but he wasn't particularly pissed off.Now I gotta make him proud and show him I can attain A's and B's.

2008-10-25T13:04:00.002+08:00

I have to keep coming home early for now:(Heng I came back before my dad yesterday cos when he came back he asked my mom."那个高的回来没有"Wah thanks I'm reduced to some small shit.Refer to me as '那个高的'I'm just depressed that he now despises/looks down on me.Like he forgot that I'm actually his daughter and it's even harder for me. I'm the one who's retaining. This is my fucking life too you know.I want

2008-10-24T21:04:00.002+08:00

I got to make this quick before my dad comes back.This period sucks like fuck man. Yesterday my CT called my dad and told him I retained. The good thing? I don't have to tell him myself. But I am thus bloody screwed.Called me in the aftnoon, told me quite calmly at first that my teacher called him. Then he asked 'How?'So I said that if i retain I'll stay home to study next year. And he got damn

2008-10-21T01:20:00.002+08:00

I....have accepted the fact that I'm retaining.These past few days since the release of results have pretty much sucked.Lowest point of my life.I cried non-stop everyday, I wake up and the 1st thing I think of is the fact that I'm retaining.That's the last thing I think about before I go to sleep as well. The whole day, I'll sit around/lie down and just stone at the ceiling, crying like fuck.I

2008-10-18T12:19:00.001+08:00

Time to retain.:(

2008-10-14T19:31:00.008+08:00

I swallowed a fish bone just now and it was almost piercing my windpipe! Had to swallow huge mouths of rice in order to get it down.Today is a bad day. Of several reasons.And my bloody hives had a relapse. Last night it spread entirely on both of my legs.I think I can literally advertise for The Hives.Anyway, I wanted to post up some F1 pictures and videos. Hahah Derek and some stoning gold man

2008-10-12T18:07:00.005+08:00

I don't feel like going back to school. Going back means I have to face reality. All the crap in SA, my results and imminent wrath of my dad.Last time, or rather, last year, I never contemplated skipping school. I'll be like "There's A math lesson tmr! Cannot pon or else I'll miss out on a lot."Now? Suggest the idea of ponning and I'll go "SETTTTTTTTTT."It's not good at all. What the fuck have I

2008-10-07T00:51:00.002+08:00

Math moderated down?That means my chance of retaining just went up to 90%.So the cohort supposedly did well enough for the teachers to moderate the marks down.But why?Why can't they accept that the cohort...DID WELL?Why the fuck you moderate down for?!To let the losers in math like me suffer the brunt of it?!Why the fuck would the school do something so fucking stupid like this?MODERATE THE MARKS

2008-09-30T13:15:00.002+08:00

Bloody.runny.nose. Can't taste anything and the amount of tissue I've used is...immense.Anyway, I feel kinda weird without F1 now. The weekend had been fun fun fun with all the F1 action and watching all the fans screaming.And I had such a good spot for all three days! Right next to the cars. Then everytime Raikkonen or Hamilton zoomed past I'll stick my arm up. Wave like mad!Speaking of

2008-09-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

Today after chem paper we handed down unused papers. We all were given 1 graph paper each as well and I handed down mine.Later...Hanis: Eh, who was the one who handed down the graph paper ah?Me: ? Me.Hanis: You never draw the graph ah.Me: WHAT GRAPH.Hahaa fuckkkkkkkkkkkk man I totally didn't realise I was supposed to plot graph and I just drew my own rate order 2 puny graph on the foolscap.No

2008-09-24T12:12:00.002+08:00

You.You're supposed to know us better than that.But the impression you have, is unbelievable. It's almost like you don't even know us at all.I can't believe you, and the things you say when we're not there.When you see this, and if it's You, you'll know it.DON'T... talk when you don't know anything.Don't put words into people's mouths.Don't act like you're oh-so damn righteous.

2008-09-22T22:13:00.004+08:00

HAD AN ULTRA GOOD LAUGH OVER CHINESE PAPER TODAY. AT PP MRT.Hahah Chenzxz!!! The 钱 thing was fucking funny I swear. JOKEEEEE.There was this question which asked whether we agreed with the author that sometimes people neglect their well-being in the pursuit of greater wealth.So yeah we were discussing our answers then we started coming up with random crap.I was like saying in these people's minds,

2008-09-19T11:44:00.002+08:00

TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America ..MARIA: Here it is.TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ?CLASS: Maria.TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables.TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'TEACHER: No, that's wrongGLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how

2008-09-16T21:52:00.003+08:00

WAZZZZZZZZUPI need to go do organic chem like nownownow but I just remembered I have to blog about Mitch and Madho's pranking shit.IT WAS RETARDED TTM. They are perfect examples to 'eat alr nth better to do' but at that time they hadn't even eaten yet. HAHAOK ANYWAYI was sleeping beside fion. Then my door opened really slowly till a certain gap. I was awake partially then I wasn't wearing my

2008-09-09T21:53:00.003+08:00

I am vv excited. Going to Parliament House tomorrow!!!But I didn't know about our self-debate thing. Apparently I'm in the HOUSE position for the Anti-Smoking Bill. Organic Chem is killing me ttm. There's too many bloody reactions to remember!!! Fuck electrophilic substitution. Fuck all the damned ketones, aldehydes and MOST OF ALL YOU STUPID BENZENE. SHIT YOU AND YOUR PI ELECTRON CLOUD. Haha wth

2008-09-07T23:05:00.003+08:00

FUCK.There's school tomorrow. We should just get the next two weeks off to mug. DAMN IT. My body clock is screwed up.This whole week has been madness. Like really crazy. Woke up at bloody 4pm today.I'm gonna have a lot of nightlife for the next two weeks! With my notes. My mind must switch to 'promos' if not I really die already. Two weeks left and I haven't study much. Can anyone say GG?

2008-09-04T23:57:00.002+08:00

MY DESK IS SLOWLY STARTING TO SURFACE YES YES YES MY PACKING IS DOING ME GOOD AND I SPENT LIKE 5 HOURS FILING ALL MY DAMN NOTES AND TUTORIALS AND ARTICLES AND NOW IT IS FINALLY ORGANIZED AND I CAN STUDY PROPERLY SO I BETTER NOT RETAIN IF NOT I'LL TEAR MY NOTES INTO FOUR SQUARES AND USE THE PIECES TO WIPE MY LOVELY ASS.DAMN BLOODY ANNOYING TO KEEP FOLDING ALL THE PAPERS INTO HALF THEN PUNCH

2008-09-04T21:08:00.003+08:00

I had a really bad dream. My dad was involved in some car accident that left his first car dented. So we walked to his other car in the carpark and when we got to the lot, that car was bloody messed up. Someone smashed it till it became mere twisted metal.My dad, upon landing his eyes on the aforementioned sight, walks around the carpark taking deep breaths. He then grabs hold of a gargantuan

2008-09-02T22:53:00.003+08:00

I better stop playing with fire or I'll get burned soon enough.And. IT'S fading.. I will be okay. I just have to disassociate slowly and get back on the road.Somehow, it is to my disadvantage that I prefer to keep everything within myself. I don't have the habit of sharing my problems, concerns or troubles with anyone and that habit will never develop. I don't even tell my close friends or my